[Screened Private from Ed, but hackable]

So, um... Edward told me I've been here before. That that's the reason why there's so much money in my account...

I- didn't really mean to run away, I was just so surprised. I wonder why he didn't tell me? Maybe he thought I wouldn't believe him. I guess it it pretty hard to believe, but it just feels so-- honest. I do believe him.

Well. If anyone else remembers me, please say so, okay? I'm sorry for forgetting. I'll try to remember more soon.

[Unscreened]

I've heard everyone talking about melons lately, so I went and picked up a few from the supermarket. They open with just a knife, and taste delicious. I've made lemonade, and too, I'm trying to make ice cream as we speak. So if anyone wants to help out by eating it, just drop by.

I'd love company, especially since my room mate moved out.

[ooc: Mods, please take 50 dollars from Al's account for supplies and food? Thank you.]

Huh? Where am I...?

A minute ago I was... somewhere else. But it's weird; I can't really recall where.

First things first though, right? I should ask someone for help. Th resident here must know what city it is. Though... um. Even if I do find out where I am, who... am I?

Alphonse, that's all I remember. That has to be my name. It's strange but, just like I feel that must be true, I also feel really safe here. Like I've been waiting a long time to get this lost, to find--

Um. Something. Haha, maybe I'm just babbling. It all sounds a little crazy now that I think on it.

Well, time to look around. At least there are a lot of people around. I don't think I'd want to be all alone.

[Screened from Ed (his brother, not Pride!Ed)]

I don't know what to do... I don't want brother to see this. He has enough on his hands, in helping the Colonel, and adjusting to life here all over again.

...We were supposed to go out today, too.

I don't want to be sick. But it's not so bad yet. ...And I'm sure it won't last too long, right? Edward's soup should help!

Um- wait. ...Are you sure you know how to cook, Edward?

[//]

Hey-- brother? Can we maybe wait a little bit before we go to see the apartment? We should stay in, in case the Colonel needs anything.

Well, everything seems to be back to normal again. It really took a while, but I'm glad my body is back to the way it was.

Brother! You'd better be able to recognize me still. I think you've gotten your wish-- I might be smaller than you. We'll see when we go out!

Um...

And have you found the Colonel yet? Last I heard, he'd lost a lot of blood...

...I think he was talking to the grass, brother. That can't be a good sign.

Oh, and before I forget-- Mr. Cecil? Thank you for offering to help with brother's automail, but it seems to be fixed now!

Brother,

I'm leaving the address for a mechanic I found on the nightstand. His name is Guy, and he doesn't live too far from here. Please go see him soon, and don't be stubborn about this... he'll fix your arm.

I'm... going to be leaving. You have plenty of food, and a way to contact me, if you need to. Also, I'm sure you're still welcome to stay with Roy, and Ling is here to keep you company at the hotel.

I just-

Well, brother, I just have to. If I'm really being that much of a burden, I think it's better if I stay with Edward, and help him adjust to all of his new memories. I'm sure... he needs the support. ...And you're obviously fine without me, so-

...You're welcome... to come visit us. Whenever you like.


[[ooc: I hope Al's sudden over-activity will make up for his 2-month quiet spell. ^^; Also, Ed-mun and Roy-mun, Pride!Ed and I really liked your idea about the whole 'replacement brother' thing, so that's what's going on here.]]

Despite its beginnings, I actually had a really wonderful day. I got a lot accomplished, and however silly it is, I’m proud of myself for being up and about again.

I spent the afternoon with Pride Edward, actually. We spent most of our time talking, so I barely noticed how quickly the afternoon passed us by. I had… fun. To be honest, it was the first time since leaving Resembool I felt so relaxed, and at home. I hope that you’ll begin to remember more with time, Edward. Even if you don’t, though, that’s fine. I’m just glad you feel willing, and comfortable, calling me ‘brother’. …It’s nice.

Oh! I went apartment hunting today, and I think I’ve found just the one! It’s close to the beach, which means it gets a cool breeze; so it'll be great since it’s starting to heat up out there. It has enough room for all three of us and maybe a few pets.

Ling, I’ve set up the couch for you here at the hotel. You’ll probably need some rest after being in the desert for so long.

…Um. Also—I heard that someone found brother’s arm? Hmm… if only there were a mechanic here who could fix it up an reattach it…

Edward! Let’s go to the lake again tomorrow, all right? I’ll bring lunch, this time. And a surprise, too.

He... really lied about everything. I don't understand. I trusted him-- brother... brother trusted him!

You didn't have to ignore me... or call me 'Elric'. I have a name. Edward does too. If you really cared about him so much, it wouldn't be in your heart to write us off like this. It isn't nice. It's awful.

I guess-- I'm probably just getting worked up about nothing again, huh? That's happening a lot lately. I hope the drugs wear off soon. I can't stand this, and I don't want to be a burden.

Nn... no matter how I try, I can't convince myself that my brother's heart, his feelings, are really 'nothing'.

They're precious, aren't they? So... you didn't have to treat them so crudely, Colonel.

You said Edward meant everything to you. And my brother means a lot to me, too. So if he's everything, then why would you just forget? So quickly...

I'm sorry, Ed. Really.

[[Too upset to remember to Screen from Ed, la la~]]

Namine... when you get a chance, may I have a word with you? It's about my brother's arm. I hope you don't mind, but I was wondering when you might introduce me to the automail mechanic you know. Brother's getting really frustrated with an empty port.

[Screened to Roy]

I have everything ready for the dinner. I just need you to pick out something nice to wear. And don't worry, not a peep of it to brother. I don't think he suspects anything yet.

[//]

[Screened to Edward]

Brother! The Colonel's invited us to stay with him for the time being, until we can locate teacher and move in to our old place. Let's go soon, all right? The hotel's nice, but I'd feel better if we were among friends. Besides, I'm not certain he really believes you forgave him... it would be a nice gesture.

[//] [[Now Illegible]]

[Edit: New Screen to Edward]

Brother... it's a nice day out. Let's go for a walk later, okay...?

[//]

[Screened to Pride, Envy]

Um... if you don't mind... I need to speak with you both.

[//]

Mn! I'm feeling a lot better now, even if I am still... rather big. Thank you, everyone, for your concern!

[[ooc: Ling-mun, any time you'd like to start the log with Al, just stick it up and give me a poke here. <3]]

Um…? Brother, I think there’s something… very wrong…

I'm big.

[Screened from Ed]

Was big the wrong choice of words? Nng; brother might be rather upset. I'm so tall now, I must be at least a head over him. I didn't mean to become like this, though. I'm not even entirely sure it's possible, or how it occurred.

I only hope... this isn't some bizarre side effect of those drugs.

Brother, after all you went through for my body... please don't let me have ruined it.

[[OOC: Okay, quick explanation as to Al's absence! He was kidnapped-- yes, before Ed XD;-- and we've lost pieces of the log, and are trying to put it together so it can be posted. He can't be un-kidnapped until the kidnapper switches victims. So, for now... just a quick post!]]


I found this machine...

Don't have long— I know he's watching.

Brother, I-

I miss you.

I'm sorry. I'll be home soon.

I- ...I'm scared.

Everything still hurts… h-he’s inhuman… I'm not-- ...a science project.

He s-smiled... while he...